So today I found myself struggling with shame and rejection - a wound surfacing that was coming up in my heart. It was a tough morning and not really knowing what to do about it. Wounds and hurts from some childhood stuff. It was so real and it was affecting how I was seeing myself and others.
I started playing piano this afternoon, singing to Jesus and inviting Him into those deeper places. And then He began to sing over me...
"You are beautiful. You are beautiful. Let Me love you in this place. You don't have to be afraid. No more shame and no more hiding. Lift up your head. I want to kiss your face."
His love can go to those deeper places and I'm learning to let Him be the One to comfort me and heal me more and more. To be the one who lifts up my head and my countenance. So that all of me can know who I am - who I really am. My true identity. Fully loved. His Beloved Daughter. Royalty. Redeemed.
Healing my heart so I can receive more love and be free-er to love You and others more. Yes, Jesus go to those places and uproot what You need to and plant seeds from Heaven into my heart. Make my heart more beautiful.. a fully vibrant garden. Fully alive. No weeds. No tares.
Make my heart Your home... every part.
I love you Jesus. You are the lover of my soul.
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